Intricate__

It's been a really long time since I had the time, sitting down, writing a blog post.
I don't really recognize what I felt lately, it's intricate.

Sometimes you smile because you need to smile, not because you really are genuinely happy. Hm, that's confusing. Let me break down to those situations that I need to smile.

1. When people are talking to you (any conversation, you at least need to smile for once?)
2. When people are telling you a joke
3. When people are complimenting you
4. When people are trying to make you smile
5. When people are comforting you
6. When people make eye contact with you (no matter who he or she is, just smile. Isn't?)

ETC. many more. the list is endless.

All the times, you're just trying to make the other person to feel a little bit better. Not Because You Want So. Don't you think?

Why the world have let simplicity to leave when complexity is worth of leaving?
Well, some other people say, "you know. you just gotta do what you've gotta do."
True, it is indeed a so-called "well-known" quote. But often times, I just get pissed for it.

Not that I want to spread my anger or being sentimental here to tell you how much I dislike those people, uncountable people who appeared in my life and I really want them to leave without leaving any piece of shit behind.

Life, a progress of learning and experiencing. It is always ups and downs, obstacles are always stepping right ahead and obstruct you from going forward. Yet, it can never be the reason that holds me back. Look at how pathetic the world is; how disgusting people is, trying to conceal the true side of theirs;

NEVER LOOKING BEAUTIFUL. 



Everyone needs to meet a person who can share all the little things with you and you can pay them the same favor back. Never know when it is, who he or she is.

Being intricate is often the problems of every single one us. The point is, we just gotta face it. That's the all kinds human emotional state we gotta deal with, every single day, by ourselves. I should always remember,

Never let anybody to step upon you, because they ain't know who you are. 








but I know, I am not alone.