要开学噜♥

School was going reopen.
要开学噜。

I can see all my boubuixx ^^ except, yennie.
我可以看见我所有的宝贝了 ^^ 除了， 翠艳。

2011 was just like a whole new life.
2011 就像一个全新的生活。

I will try to accept new frens, new life.
我会尝试去接受新的朋友， 新的生活。

Wow, i really felt gayly, excited when the school start.
哇， 我真的感觉好开心， 兴奋。

But,that meanPMR was getting closer and closer. Afraid of it ><
但是，那就代表PMR 已开始离我逼近了。　好怕　><

I will do my best in 2011 for preparing PMR. I wish i can do better than ever that i doesn't done.
我会做全力的准备PMR。　我希望我会比以往的我，做得更好。





加油！！！！

Bad

Always be the same as i thought.
My mood , my patient.
Sometimes,
i can't feel like i'm a person.
Sometimes,
i can feel something..like colease wif me.
Two kinds of person in my body.

I'm fret.
Incapicitate.
Wait..Wait..Wait..
All the moments only just wait.
I hate that.
Do you?

Something were going to change. Not just a moments. Is Forever.

Something were gonna change start from this moments.
Not for just a moments.
Is forever.

Everythings were changing.
Non-stop.
I can't accept it. But i try to.
Can't accept wasn't a good excuse, that seem not a good excuse, rihgt?
haha.
I think so.
However,
everything will be keep going.
Not to stop for me.
Not just a little.
Yea, that's right.
Everyone need to keep walking for your life, non stopable
Not a minutes, or not a second.

因为你。

因为你，
我好难过哦。
我好难受哦。
我好伤心哦。
该怎么办。

不去想吗？
那会让自己更加辛苦。
好想结束这种痛苦。
你能改变吗？
能吗？
一切。。真的能吗？

创伤。
痛！
受伤。
痛！
无论怎么样，
都是痛。

你来告诉我啊。
我要怎样。
是我们不适合对方吗？
还是，
我们根本不知道对方要的是什么。
我不知道。
我真的不知道。







我们是不是都做错决定了呢？

真的不好受~

下雨了，
心情也慢慢的低落了。
不知怎的。
不知是什么原因。什么因素。
就只是知道，
心情，
突然变得很沉重。
很沉重。
心也开始烦了起来。
只好写部落各，
来舒缓一下心情，情绪。
因为真的不想发泄在任何一个无辜的人身上。
也许，
这样的方法。
并不能治本。
可是我也不想让别人说我，
很容易发脾气。
随便发脾气。
因为这些话听多了，
会腻。
会烦。
会讨厌。
对吗？
我觉得是。
所以就只能这样做。

哎~
天空打雷。
天空缓慢的下起了雨。
一滴滴，一滴滴，
地落下。
落叶，
一片一片，
地落下。
望着窗外。
而写下这篇无聊的文章。
真无聊。
真无聊。
也许看着的你，
也会觉得我很无聊。
对吗？
呵呵~
或许是吧。

也或许，
是我太过于关闭，封闭自己了。
虽然说，
很多人都说我不像是那种人。
不像是封闭形的人。
可是我可以很明确地告诉你。
我确实是这种人。
100%确定。
可能有时候封闭自己，
真的会觉得，
自己迟些许会患上，什么。。呃~
忧郁症那些。
我确实有想过。
所以，
现在已经很努力，
变成另外一个，
比较开朗的我，
可是，
有时候，
真的会有困难。

常常我在家，
都是很38。
我也知道。
因为我知道，
只要一沉默不语。
被父母发现了，
我就会被骂了。
所以，
常常会看到我在家是不同的。
不想家人骂，担心。
只要伪装成另个角色。
当然不至于到演戏。
只是比较不同而已。

在家里没什么人，
或是只剩下我自己。
本来的自己，
又会跑出来。
变得，
以前那样。
很确定的说，
我不太喜欢。
真的不太喜欢。
可是，
没有办法。
本性是这样，
就是这样。
当我看见所有人都在大声笑的时候。
我真的好想自己变成那样，跟他们一起笑。
往往都不能。
我也不知道为什么。
他们总是能够哈哈哈哈的笑。
我只会呵呵。
怪癖~！
好想改。
好想改。
我做得到吗？

Keep Scolding~

><"
Keep scolding me..><
adui~
So hurt~
My feelings keep destroying~
My mood 2..

Just a small mistakes..
><
oso scold ..
Haiz.
SAd..

憎恨~男生

为什么男生可以那么花心？
为什么永远是男生选择女生？
而不是女生选择男生？
什么道理么。。

男生为什么那么花心？
女生不是物品~
每次都听见那些男生称女生为“货”
为什么可以这样的？
女生是物品吗？
不是。
可是为什么男生要这样称呢？
要脸？
不觉得有。
好听？
不觉得有。
威风？
一点都不觉得有。好吗？



真不明白。
每个男生的心理，
都很不一样。
每个都不一样。

常说女生很善变。
男生更是善变。
有时候，
也让人受不了。


真希望可以看透他们这些男生的心理~
希望女生也可以学聪明点~
不要再让“花心大萝卜” 骗了~

Waa~番薯蛋 (process) xD

Me made d O~^^
1st time oni
Too ugly ><"



My lovely Grandmom~
Leng lui lerh..
She's teaching me to make it.




She scolding me take her photo..xD
haha..
Look at her mouth..
waseIi~
so big..xD



Start cooking lurh~^^



番薯蛋
Waa..
so delicious..








C my hand..><
Aiyo~
Sensitive ><"
Always d same..xD



This is a 9s Experience.

"EnD"
xD

A Gud Incident I've Done♥

2010.11.9

Today I've done something that let me felt happy~
I help a kitten from saving her lives.
But actually..i doesn't help much~
But i really felt happy~
Or the most happiest.~
^^

Em~
Yesterday afternoon, was a raining cold wet weather~
I dun like it very much.
so~
When i was pasing by the corridoor~
I heard a tiny sound.~
I look around the surroundings.
At a short moments,
I saw a kitten insinde the "longkang"
As i can't save it coz i can't lift up
So our class de (Low Hai Tao) help it from the cold & wet & dirty "longkang"
He's such a great guy.
Really.

After that,
some of the morning sessions student & some of the malay teachers saw .
They were really helpful 2.
They were so cares about the kittens.
That was really warm.

About the story were really long.
haHa.
So .
Just talk about it.

Em~
That was the 1st time i carry a kitten.
It was so small.
So soft.
I try to giv my warm to it. AS it doesn't felt cold.
It shudder all the time. It was really cold.
I dun like cat any. Not just a little.
But yesterday i just found that kitten is also a cute animals.
Same as dog that i Love 2.



This told me.
All the animals.
Were the same.

Sienz♥

我快发霉了~！
我不知道要怎样..><
哎哟哟~
真的快疯了~
谁可以教我有什么东西做啊~~
才不会闷啊~

还有一两个月的假期~
要怎麽过叻~
教我叻。。
闷闷闷~

发霉然后被丢掉~
Oh...
我不要~~
xD
哈哈。。

闷到我的脑已经快坏掉了~

Haiz.

Frens~♥

Yennie
Happy Birthday 2 u boubuizz ♥

Mii Xiao + Whan Lin + Jessica + Elanie
Frens 4 evar + happy always ♥

Misuki + Echo + Xiiao Jing
Frens 4 evar + happy always ♥


Bryan + Henry + Hai Tao + Kok Guang + all boys in our class
Frens 4 var + bro always ♥

Daniel
Take care ur body + Frens 4 evar♥


Charlie (daddy)
Sayang u 4evar + frens 4evar♥

Kaiyi + form 1 de frens
Frens 4 evar ♥

Liping + Liling + Weun shing + Rui Ern
Frens 4evar ♥




All my frens~~!!! Frens 4evar~!!!♥♥

If i din write ur name plz tell me yo~~!!

After exam--- My plans

Wheew~!
So happy..after my exam ..i'm getting kind of relax~!!
Relax much much much~

About my plan during the holiday in coming Nov & Dec..
Still the same..
"STUDY"

Starting prepare for next year PMR...
Just think about it..i felt scare..><
But just heard so many frens told me that PMR was very easy..><
But mayb just lucky..
2010 - easy
Mayb...
2011 - difficult

Haiz..
GAMBATEH~!!!

Whooh~♥

Whhooh~!!!
Finish a big war..><
Everynite study until 1am or more..
><
Haiz..my skin getting bad..
Must take care of it ~
If not my appearance ..my god..just can't think about it..
xD

About my result ..i'll post it after teacher given back the papers..
><
Wish hav a better result..
><
Gambateh~!!
I've been gambateh to prepare for the exam..wish can batter den b4..
^^

The sejarah i use 3days to read all bab ><
Tat's kind of pro only i've gt..xD
haha..xD joking...
This sejarah i read from 9.30am - 9.30pm..
Walau..><
REally kill me..really tired..~!!
But finally pass the sejarah..
Tat's mean my time doesn't waste on it..xixi




Reading tat sejarah..><



GAMBATEH~!!!♥♥

U Just Get Lost In my memories 4evar..

I never think u is those kind of ppl..
But u yesterday just let me noe u're really is..



Wat u hav say i really remember..
The whole day wat u hav said is surroundings me..
Do you noe how's feel??
Do you noe pain??
Do you noe hurt??

Besides it..i don't care what's u said to me..
But please behave yourself..
Dun disturb my friends..
N dun make I spat wif my friends..
I will really hate you..
Heard it??




You can hate me..
but plz remember..

I will hate u too..

Monday At Iceroom Study de Pic♥

Wif Xiao Jing



Babe♥



Eat spagehtti oso play..><
Behtahan them..




Wif babe de picha~



Oso wif babe de..



This wan same~^^



Studying giv people take picha..♥



Yeah to her..kakax.xD
OMG~!!
My face so Fat..

Yea~Can Go out ^^ But is 2 study..T^T

T^T
Exam coming soon..I doesn't have much time to prepare it..
Wish i can prepare as fast & as gud as i can..><

But i don't trust myself..><
Haiz..
Better study more ..Com less..
If not i'm going to die..I'm love into com le..
Better stop loving it..xD




Monday can go out Wif frens but not play..is study..
><
The third exam too bad..
This last exam is very important for me..
So wish can improve..more little bit..
dun fail le..><
But i think that's too difficult for me..

Haiz..Better GAMBATEH~!!!♥♥


黎姚伽~!!!你可以的!!!!

加油！！！加油！！！





My godness...
The whole holiday all students doesn't go to school..
How can change the exam timing..
OMG~~
Help me..

1 NOV change to 25 OCT

Tat's such killing me..><

GoD BLess me..
Wish i can hav a gud result in the exam..

Wish my babe + my frens in PMR or SPM too...♥


♥GOD remember BLess me..♥

♥ Form 5 frens♥

GAMBATEH yea~
For all my SPM frens ~

Wish u hav A gud result for SPM & for ur future..
Study Well as ur preparation o~!!

I will GAMBATEH 4 u d o~^^
4Ever~

Science Resut

Today I do Science exam paper at tuition..
But doesn't know the result..
Haiz~
Cause teacher exchange the exam paper each others..
After marking the paper then teacher keep tat paper..
><

I want know my result~~~~!!!

Haiz..
I want know~!!!

I very pay attention to do that paper..
Hope I'll have a nice marks for that paper neii...

Daddy~♥

My 1st daddy neii__♥

Form 4 de o~
Not my real daddy actually..
Is my kai daddy..^^

hahax..
he very leng zai xia d..Em~
I'm sure he c edi will happy..wakakax..

Study nidS pay attention reAlly tired..

Haiz..
Look at my sis studying for the PMR really killing people..

+ she gt study at skull + paying attention at tuition..
She still studying like hell..><

dunno Wats happening next year 2 me..

No study at school..no paying attention..
Haiz..

But now i'm starting to study..
Do so many exercise 2 prepare..
but oso many topic of the sejarah , geo, sains, mm..form 1 + 2 oso dunno much..

Haiz..
Tat make me so fuss..

But i'll GAMBATEH for my self..+ reputation..
Not a bad reputation..is guD~~~

Study Time..aiyoyo..

Study + doing exercise..So pay attention..xD



Omg~taking picha..==



Stop~!!



Getting tired..




Slept jor~ >< paiseh..

wish 2 hav A bRo..

Mommy , Daddy..

I wish 2 hav a bro..
when is ur date 2 born a brother 4 me? n sis??

Aiyoyo..still dun prepare den later age 2 over den cannot edi..><
Haiz..

Mom + Cousin

My mom + cousin..
Dunno when my mom only born a bro 4 me? xD



He's lying on my tuition room d floor~ Q!!




>< I want a bro~

Mummy's BirthdaY~

So sweet~!!



Leng Lui le??! xD



Phooh...

Haiz..

Haiz..

Want to exam edi..
So scare that the result will like last time..
Same bad result..
I cannot accept that my result was really bad..
I scare but i didn't study..
Am i stupid?
I think yes..
haha..^^

I'll try my best for the coming exam..
I will use some time to prepare for the coming exam..
I will try my best!!

Gambat3h!!

难过

你知不知道我真的很难过的？我知道你不知道。。
或许所有事情你都觉得你错。可是你错了。我知道我也有错，但是你没必要把所有的错误扛去自己的身上。装着你对我很好。这样的你，我真的很不喜欢。老实说，我真的觉得你有点烦，但是我选择不告诉你。让自己能对你不觉得厌烦，但是每个人都会有个限度的。我希望你明白。

我不是你的物品，不是你说你不能没有我就一定要得到我。有时候，不是一定喜欢/爱就要完全得到她。有时候，默默地喜欢，默默的祝福也是一种爱。你懂不懂？
你根本不知道真正的爱是什么。。
我无法控制自己不再去觉得你烦，但是我做不到。
因为你不断。然不必要的事情发生。

我已经受够了。所以我希望你能控制你自己。
不要再让我觉得你会让我讨厌。
不然我真的会列你为我的black list。

瓜瓜帮
我爱你哦

汤圆 + 汤圆

不知今天是什么日子，今天搓汤圆。
呵呵。

我一个人搓的汤圆哦~
Bakaxx 作品哦~


Bakaxx 的杰作


耶！我自己完成了。。


P3aCe!! ++


好开心哦 >w<


BakaXx + 小妹的照照哦 ^^


真的好开心哦。。
(好像白痴)
希望还会有下一次。
下次我会拍制作过程哦。。
如果有的话。。
哈哈。。
开心~开心~开心~开心~
真的好开心~
耶~！！！

So SieNz + Miss

This holiday i really behtahan lor..
So Sienz~
I miss the the time at the school..
haiz~

Miss My Gang 2..
+ All My Frens
+ My Boubuizz

This holiday really very sienz lor..
Nothing 2 do in the house..

Everyday breakfast -> tuition -> lunch -> studying -> playing com -> tv ->sleeping

Ntg 2 do liao~
Ah..
One things is every momments using..u noe wat?
The answer is ..........

SMS

i think u 2..
haiz..boring boring boring..

Miss my hair 2..
Cut hair jor..
Waiting the hair 2 be longer..
haiz..waiting is so long...
Hope the hair will be longer b4 start skull..

& Happy Holiday 4 My fRenS!!

++ 拼图 ++ 祝福 ++

一块块的拼图。

就代表着我对你的祝福。

现在完成了。

就代表我对你的祝福。

THe Last Day Of The ExAm

Wow!
Exam is going to finish. Today is the last day of the exam, i'm really excited to the coming holiday.

As the exam doesn't finsh yet, i still have to continue to study. Last day of the exam i'm still very worried.

This was the second exam, but i don't think i have enough preparation.
But i try my best in this exam.
The important is the result.
I'm really scare for this mid-term exam.
It was so difficult. I can't understand it.

But wishes good luck for my result.
This also the first time i use english in my blog.I think my english really very bad.
But i will try my best to write out better english..but not broken english.

✖吓死我

爸爸突然说要没收我的电话，真的吓死我。。
那时我还在跟我宝贝老公信息。。
我那时真的很害怕。害怕不能再跟宝贝老公信息了。

那时的我，才真正发现，没有宝贝老公的陪伴，世界是没有了颜色。充满恐怖的感觉。我很害怕就因为这样，老公就不再爱我了。

当我在想办法再跟老公联系的时候，爸爸就突然说了一句。让我不知道要开心还是生气的话。
“我没有没收了~”

==
冒了一身冷汗，虽然这样的结局让我觉得很废，但是能够跟宝贝老公在信息。我真的很高兴。。

DisiPlin Case

唉～
原来不好受的。。
扣了15分，星期一不懂还要扣没有。。加起来都25分了。。
真不想签保证。。
阿强答应不会让我们签，但是不知道他会不会遵守承诺。。

虽然我很怕还会在扣，甚至签保证。。
但是还是要谢谢你的安慰。。
现在没有那么怕了。。
幸好没有连累到你。。

现在的我只能等待星期一的到来。。
真正式式的解决这个问题。。

希望这个问题能早日解决。。
从我的问题中消失。。